Well, it's happened. We got our lease, and signed our life away in blood.
I hope I like my new roomie, otherwise we are in big trouble...:)
I should probably say, I hope my new roomie likes ME. That is the truth!

I actually can't wait. I have never lived with a guy. ever. I think it will be fun. It will be like....like....playing house, FOR REAL!

I think we got the best apartment we could ever get...it's enormous. We can fit friends and company comfortably, and still have enough space for us to stay out of each other's way, AND we can fit all our stuff. It's very exciting. I think we will have to buy homey things (whew, the first thing i wrote was HOMELY, not what I meant...freudian slip heh heh) like curtains, and a new entertainment center, and patio furniture, but we need to be careful. we need to save money, for...a house....probably a wedding too in there....

He says he wouldn't be surprised to actually see me planning the wedding and us just getting married BEFORE he gives me the ring! oh well. We haven't really spoken about it lately...I hope it is coming soon though....I dunno. We talked about it a while back, and haven't again lately. Hm. Well, I guess I should double check,eh?

But he's very happy too. We are disgustingly happy.

and sometimes i am still suspicious....like...when does that other shoe drop...you know? But most of the time, I don't think of that....I am just....HAPPY. it's been so long since I've been happy, I can't even remember feeling like this before.